i got outta bed me and my mum placed our reefs on ur coffin i saw ur name plate evan gareth williams died aged 3o i broke down i then new this was the last time i had so i sed bye too u and kissed ur name plate bwt 7 times u had lipsticks marks all over ur coffin baby, as the time near i got dressed done my make up our daughters looked so beautiful i choked a lil coz they looked like they were going too a wedding amazing..i was so proud of all my family dat day as everyone made an effort utterly amazing..i sed too shania dis is daddys speical day,as the hearse pulled up close too my mums house i cried seeing ur coffin in dat car,i knew dat was it shania asked mummy wots dat box?? i didnt have it in my heart too tell her it was u babe so i just sed the angels needs daddys spiecal things we pulled up at the cremitorion and i walked down behind ur coffin babe i felt so proud of everyone we walked in the chapel too dont cry tonite.by guns and roses dat song seems so relivant it felt dat song came too me as a way of saying everythings ok kel,like u always done babe then we had ur tribute my words all true,it seems i offended some ppl babe i knew non of them lol u understand then we had save my life by oaisos this song id never heard either but again stood out babe,then we had our song novmber rain by guns and roses this songs lived thro many memories of ours u propsed, when we talked it used too play in the back ground remember babex then the excat words i read too u myself at the mourge was read out , then a poem called reflexions,then shortly after it was time too walk out again too november rain...im a lil disapointed i cud give u the best ever babe but i knw ur proud i done best well i hope u had a giggle at my words too babe coz i did i love u so much still and will do 4evaxxx