after all nite-mare we gone through the past few months wid shayla-mae...we were back too ourselfs babe we had a wicked xmas i prayed alot thanking god for not taking our angelxxx we were enjoying our life n family again baby yea,then u had an horrific phone call u brother sadly passed in his sleep baby this hit u hard didnt it i was so worried about u! i just cudnt find the word's to comfort to make things right to help u i just wanted to make thing's better and i cudnt! didnt knw what to do for the best u still feel i let u dwn and i cant forgive myself for that xxxx