the best few months had been i nightmare since your brother had passed! u got so angry toward's the world! u began to scared me almost as if u had turnt into someone else i tried so hard to be there for u but u wudnt let me! u started drinking heavy! pushing me away! so i thought i'd give u some space! but i feel i let u dwn and peharp's i didnt do the right thing by u! i wont ever forgive myself for that! im sooo sorry! i heard u had cheated on me iand i told u i never wanted to see u again! the last i ever got to say to u! baby belive me i didnt mean them! u are my whole world and more still im so sorry xxxxx