after being told they had found a body it felt like a life time untill i knew 4 sure it was u. i was so,so scared about identifing ur body. baby and asked u too give me the courage and strengh u answered my prayers along with the angels and i went we drove all the way too the morgue i was full of unsure emotions we stopped outside my mum came with we had a fag and i really wanted it too be a mistake babe they didnt need too open the door i sed yea dats him as i walked in and seen u lying there it was so strange,u looked so peaceful,just like u were asleep babe u had a beautiful baby blue n white silky gown on n matchin pillow as i stepped closer i longed for u too wake up i felt sorry 4 u like u could hear n feel me yet u cudnt open ur eyes were just led there i cud see wot looked like tears coming from ur eyes i wipped them baby i stroke your face u were so,so cold i even kissed ur lips i run my finger down ur face from ur forhead too ur lips u used too kiss me when i done this.i pulled the covers away from u,u looked so fargile,delicate ur hands had all wrinked up so much u looked like a 80yr old man.u hadnt much skin i lifted ur hand it was too frail just bone felt like it was gonna snapp babe so i just placed mine over the top n told u i loved u so,so much and read my goodbye too u baby,i kissed u on the head n stroked ur hair.told my mum too touch u she was a lil freaked out at me touching in kissing u baby,u wasnt just a body u were my whole world,my baby.she touched ur face ad a few tears n sed goobyex we ad too goe so i had one last touch of u n kissed u one last time that was the last time i ever got to see felt u were stole from me and so was my goodbye! rip my beautiful angel forever in my heart n at my side xxxxx